stage fright

it amazes me that i could possibly get stage fright after all these years. i would rather direct a play, coordinate a wedding or manage the church's drama ministry than sing one little song in the christmas celebration. note, this will be the first song i have ever sang to a cd, and i believe that is why i'm a tad panicked. after all the cd doesn't follow me; i am forced to follow it. a difficult feat when there isn't a drop of rhythm flowing through your veins. oh well, sink or swim i'm singing tommorow and sunday.