Friday, November 04, 2005

house of cards

"God has not been trying an experiment on my faith or love in order to find out their quality. he knew it already. it was i who didn't. in this trial he makes us occupy the dock, the witness box, and the bench all at once. he always knew that my temple was a house of cards. his only way of making me realize the fact was to knock it down. "
c.s. lewis a grief observed
God doesn't need to send trials my way for his sake, he does it for my sake. he does it so i can see my flaws as he sees them. he does this not to break my will or destroy me, but to mold me into a vessel "fit for the master's use." he knocks down my "house of cards" because he loves me. he builds again.

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